Am

Who I am, that which I do
I learn
But the lessons are wrong
Tutors ambivalent to me

Pills I ingest, dreams I had
Nightmare reality
Unwanted
Unfeeling

I sit in the White
I wallow in the black
The Grey is the wayward friend
I return to

I cough, choke
Fight for the breath of life
Asphyxiate
My blood runs cold
A blue hue affects me like the sky of a clear summer day
Nevermore.

Ian V. Seymour ©1992

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